only left wif lit and a maths. bt, it's only e end of mock exam lo... haiz. still gt o levels. don tink tis mock test will be btr than prelims. cuz i still don noe hw to do and nt confident at all. im goin to buck up manz...
am at yan ying's hse bloggin. cuz will be goin hougang mall tgth later!!! EXCITED!! it's a reward for workin hard. bt actually i oso nv reali work hard lo.. cuz was sick for e first few days and all i care abt was slpin and nt doin my revision. :(
goin 4 tuition aft tat then back to sku for focus!! and im goin to get my koi!!! woohoo~ :)
a lot of things happened bt i jus cant find time to blog.
bt, i wanna take tis time to thank my 3 DEAR frenz who nv give up on me. thx for always being thr for me and not let wat others say abt me affect u guys' opinion. mayb u guys may not be able to feel it. bt i wanna let u all noe tat U GUYS ARE REALLY IMPT IN MY LIFE!!! :) if not for ur presence and encouragement, i will not have been able to hang on for so loonnngg!!!!
I LUVVV U GUYS LOADS!!!
my dear yan ying!!!
i noe u will be able to read tis or may hav been waitin for this.
i really am very very very grateful to u. u play a really impt role in my life and u let me noe e feelin tat wat's it's like to have ppl caring for u. sometimes, u even noe me btr than i noe myself. thx for makin e effort to wake me up and thx for always bein thr for me. be it lendin me a listenin ear or be it lendin me ur shoulders. i'm goin to miss times where we can take bus bac tgth, crappin tgth, jokin tgth, laughin tgth. havin tuition tgth.
times spent wif u will always be in my memories!! and i hope tat its in yours too.
ps. tell me straight abt anything frm now on alrites.
scoring 10/ 80 for a maths paper1 doesn't seem like i hav tuition lessons. paper2 was no btr. 26/100. wth is tis?? wtf is wrong?? i really HATE MYSELF.
i am sorry. really sorry. esp to mr ng, ms lee, my mum and my aunt.
i expected to fail. and i knew tat it's goin to be damn damn low. bt whn i saw e no 10, i couldn't stop my tears frm rolling dwn. i couldn't control myself frm cryin. i noe i hav only myself to blame. bt i am sorry to disappoint u guys.
e maths i got 42/100. jus by abit. due to all e cryin durin a maths, i was alrd immune. bt, i couldn't control my tears whn i saw ms lee cryin. i noe she gave it her all. bt we didn't.
bt, since it's over, no use moppin over it now. jus hope tat this is really a wake up call for everyone. e next mock paper will be a better 1!!!
I MUST WORK REAL HARD FOR IT!!! so s not to disappoint anymore. so GAMBATE PEEPS!!!
u were e 1 tat landed in debts and caused our house to hav paint spilled all over it.
u were oso e 1 tat caused us to be locked in our own hse.
u jus SUX!!!
it's wasting oxygen keeping u on earth.
and wat u treat our hse s ??hotel? hospital? shelter?
come s u wish and disappear s u wish.
pls la. 4 god's sake spare a thought 4 others.
life wif u in e hse is gonna be so weird. so can u pls do wat i always do? jus leave e house. bt this once, DON COME BACK!!!
u make me think twice abt goin hm now. u totally jus sux. my family's mood ruined cuz of u. IRRITATING!!!
u btr don do ath to irritate me tmr whn im goin to c u. cuz, i am now a grown up girl and not like b4. whr i can jus c wat's happening bt cant do ath to help. it's goin to be different nw. i am goin to stand up 4 my family and not let u ruin our life!!!
abt 10 more hrs later and i will be officially 16...
1 yr older... haiz...
was very excited abt my bdae at first... bt s e time draws closer, i'm actually fearing it coming so soon. cuz 10 hrs later, im no longer e young gal tat i used to be.. bt an adult.. my thinkings hav to be more matured and really need to grow up.
and i jus feel so sian.. don reali feel lyk celebrating... serious. i don noe y frm over enthu abt my bdae to don feel lyk celebrating.. don noe hw my thinkings change so drastically...
forget it i shld be happy.
so i shall do a count dwn starting frm nw..
celebrating with besties tmr. mayb will be at seoul garden. had a hard time deciding steamboat or seoul garden... ha has...
only left wif lit and a maths. bt, it's only e end of mock exam lo... haiz. still gt o levels. don tink tis mock test will be btr than prelims. cuz i still don noe hw to do and nt confident at all. im goin to buck up manz...
am at yan ying's hse bloggin. cuz will be goin hougang mall tgth later!!! EXCITED!! it's a reward for workin hard. bt actually i oso nv reali work hard lo.. cuz was sick for e first few days and all i care abt was slpin and nt doin my revision. :(
goin 4 tuition aft tat then back to sku for focus!! and im goin to get my koi!!! woohoo~ :)
a lot of things happened bt i jus cant find time to blog.
bt, i wanna take tis time to thank my 3 DEAR frenz who nv give up on me. thx for always being thr for me and not let wat others say abt me affect u guys' opinion. mayb u guys may not be able to feel it. bt i wanna let u all noe tat U GUYS ARE REALLY IMPT IN MY LIFE!!! :) if not for ur presence and encouragement, i will not have been able to hang on for so loonnngg!!!!
I LUVVV U GUYS LOADS!!!
my dear yan ying!!!
i noe u will be able to read tis or may hav been waitin for this.
i really am very very very grateful to u. u play a really impt role in my life and u let me noe e feelin tat wat's it's like to have ppl caring for u. sometimes, u even noe me btr than i noe myself. thx for makin e effort to wake me up and thx for always bein thr for me. be it lendin me a listenin ear or be it lendin me ur shoulders. i'm goin to miss times where we can take bus bac tgth, crappin tgth, jokin tgth, laughin tgth. havin tuition tgth.
times spent wif u will always be in my memories!! and i hope tat its in yours too.
ps. tell me straight abt anything frm now on alrites.
scoring 10/ 80 for a maths paper1 doesn't seem like i hav tuition lessons. paper2 was no btr. 26/100. wth is tis?? wtf is wrong?? i really HATE MYSELF.
i am sorry. really sorry. esp to mr ng, ms lee, my mum and my aunt.
i expected to fail. and i knew tat it's goin to be damn damn low. bt whn i saw e no 10, i couldn't stop my tears frm rolling dwn. i couldn't control myself frm cryin. i noe i hav only myself to blame. bt i am sorry to disappoint u guys.
e maths i got 42/100. jus by abit. due to all e cryin durin a maths, i was alrd immune. bt, i couldn't control my tears whn i saw ms lee cryin. i noe she gave it her all. bt we didn't.
bt, since it's over, no use moppin over it now. jus hope tat this is really a wake up call for everyone. e next mock paper will be a better 1!!!
I MUST WORK REAL HARD FOR IT!!! so s not to disappoint anymore. so GAMBATE PEEPS!!!
u were e 1 tat landed in debts and caused our house to hav paint spilled all over it.
u were oso e 1 tat caused us to be locked in our own hse.
u jus SUX!!!
it's wasting oxygen keeping u on earth.
and wat u treat our hse s ??hotel? hospital? shelter?
come s u wish and disappear s u wish.
pls la. 4 god's sake spare a thought 4 others.
life wif u in e hse is gonna be so weird. so can u pls do wat i always do? jus leave e house. bt this once, DON COME BACK!!!
u make me think twice abt goin hm now. u totally jus sux. my family's mood ruined cuz of u. IRRITATING!!!
u btr don do ath to irritate me tmr whn im goin to c u. cuz, i am now a grown up girl and not like b4. whr i can jus c wat's happening bt cant do ath to help. it's goin to be different nw. i am goin to stand up 4 my family and not let u ruin our life!!!
abt 10 more hrs later and i will be officially 16...
1 yr older... haiz...
was very excited abt my bdae at first... bt s e time draws closer, i'm actually fearing it coming so soon. cuz 10 hrs later, im no longer e young gal tat i used to be.. bt an adult.. my thinkings hav to be more matured and really need to grow up.
and i jus feel so sian.. don reali feel lyk celebrating... serious. i don noe y frm over enthu abt my bdae to don feel lyk celebrating.. don noe hw my thinkings change so drastically...
forget it i shld be happy.
so i shall do a count dwn starting frm nw..
celebrating with besties tmr. mayb will be at seoul garden. had a hard time deciding steamboat or seoul garden... ha has...
Spend lots and lots time with my dearies!
Wants Shawn love badly!! a perfect birthday!(at least once)
pass all my subjects
a perfect and meaningful life !
