abt 10 more hrs later and i will be officially 16...
1 yr older... haiz...
was very excited abt my bdae at first... bt s e time draws closer, i'm actually fearing it coming so soon. cuz 10 hrs later, im no longer e young gal tat i used to be.. bt an adult.. my thinkings hav to be more matured and really need to grow up.
and i jus feel so sian.. don reali feel lyk celebrating... serious. i don noe y frm over enthu abt my bdae to don feel lyk celebrating.. don noe hw my thinkings change so drastically...
forget it i shld be happy.
so i shall do a count dwn starting frm nw..
celebrating with besties tmr. mayb will be at seoul garden. had a hard time deciding steamboat or seoul garden... ha has...
abt 10 more hrs later and i will be officially 16...
1 yr older... haiz...
was very excited abt my bdae at first... bt s e time draws closer, i'm actually fearing it coming so soon. cuz 10 hrs later, im no longer e young gal tat i used to be.. bt an adult.. my thinkings hav to be more matured and really need to grow up.
and i jus feel so sian.. don reali feel lyk celebrating... serious. i don noe y frm over enthu abt my bdae to don feel lyk celebrating.. don noe hw my thinkings change so drastically...
forget it i shld be happy.
so i shall do a count dwn starting frm nw..
celebrating with besties tmr. mayb will be at seoul garden. had a hard time deciding steamboat or seoul garden... ha has...
Spend lots and lots time with my dearies!
Wants Shawn love badly!! a perfect birthday!(at least once)
pass all my subjects
a perfect and meaningful life !